i got a job... hurray!!!

after successfully screwing up three successive interviews, i am finally successful in getting a job... of course, i told a few lies to the interview panel this time, which i didnt do during previous interviews... incidentally, it worked... i told that i am not at all interested in further studies, and seriously want to go for a research job... partly, this is true as well as false... right now, i dont want to go for higher studies... as well, i dont want to stick to some company for my entire life... so, there ends my job search, fetching me an opening in Computational Research Labs, a Pune based company, started by a renowned scientist in association with some retired professors from IITs... I am more than happy that there is no uncertainty, at least for the coming year... anyone who is interested in working for High Performance Computing or interested in developing application software, you may contact Dr.Sateesh at email id: asateesh@c-r-labs.com

wanted girlfriend!!!

wanted girlfriend!!! i am looking for a girl who can be my girlfriend... somebody who is happy with my prifile (given below) and has the following qualities can contact me!!!

about meeeeee........
age: 23 years + 28 months + some days...
height: 3 feet 30 inch...
weight: 45 kg 45 pounds...
fairness: around 7 in a scale of 10...
hobbies: reading, singing, brain-eating, playing (blowing) flute, blogging, etc.
ambition: to become a nutty-professor after crossing the phase of absent-minded scientist...
positives: extremely frank, caring, loyal, artistic, and practical...
negatives: idealistic, demanding, sometimes moody...
can offer: good company, unconditional love, and loyalty...

expected qualities from my girlfriend...
age: anywhere between 22 to 26 years as of date...
height: anywhere between 5 feet to 6 feet...
weight: not more than my weight...
fairness: anywhere between 5 to 8 in a scale of 10, but should wear a healthy smile...
hobbies: anything under the earth... even sky-diving is invited...
qualities needed: should be open, little possessive, little caring, can sing, should able to talk about anything ranging from science to sex, shoule be comfortable in any dress ranging from knickers to sarees, humorous and practical!!!

somebody who can meet the above qualities and really interested are guaranteed a life-time friendship, love, and something more...

success and failure!!!

placement fever has caught everybody in the campus... everyone is dreaming about securing a good job... some people are optimistic, some are doubtful, and some are literally becoming maniacal thinking about all sorts of possibilities... here am i, one of those optimistic group... i was happy when i was told that i was shortlisted for the final interview of SHELL, one of the best companies we dream to get in, and offering a huge package of 12 lakh per annum... though my initial expectations out of placement cell is to get a decent job to spend an year in industrial environment before plunging into research, i was really allured (in fact, went deeper than that and started dreaming about it) and started building my expectations... that made me bear three sleepless nights... finally, the D-day has come and i went with myself fully prepared... the first round was really wonderful... we were given a real time problem, and asked to find out the best solution with support for the solution... i thought i have done decently well... in my batch, totally six candidates were interviewed... after the interview, all of us were sitting in the lobby waiting for the results... one of the company officials came and called three names... i was not in the three... i was curious... but, that list was of disqualified candidates... i made a sigh, and thought that i was shortlisted... those three went with a blank expression, without forgetting to wish us all the best... after some time, two others sitting with me were called for the second round... i wished them good luck with a smiling face (there is still hope on me)... after some more time of restless waiting, i have inquired whether i am shortlisted or not... that lady, with an unusually pleasant face, told me "sorry Mr.Venkat, you are not needed for the next round"... so, there ends the story... i have successfully screwed up my first interview... i was walking on the footpath, making my way to hostel mess... i wish i have somebody to accompany me... but still, i smiled... smiled openly... success and failure, both are two sides of a coin... both are equally important... a success is not complete until we know the pain/experience of tasting a failure... i am successful!!! successful in keeping my cool... yes, i am successful... failed successfully... and succeeded in accepting the failure with a smile!!!

to learn how to swim, jump into the pool!!!

i was in my bed... dreaming... dreaming that you are with me... you were sitting besides me... on the same bench... resting your head on the desk... waiting for me to solve the problem... closing your eyes... you look so relaxed... that i am there to solve the things... i was looking into the pages... trying how best i can solve the problem... i did it... then i looked at you... at your cheeks... so smooth with a tinge of pink color... looked at your closed eyes... so innocent... so confident... i was wondering... what if you leave me someday... leaving me all alone... months rolled... and you left me... no, you didn't... time has brought these things... even before i noticed that... what happened next?... i don't know... don't know what am i doing... what am i supposed to do... don't know how to do even the simplest thing on the earth... what happened to me?... where is the energy gone?... what happened to my strengths?... all of them are with you... in you... leaving me as an empty shell... shell of no value... no beauty... no strength... days passed... passed like years... life became miserable... miserable without you... without you giving me the strength... the courage... the confidence... but still... life is going... going on... now i realized... realized that i should learn... learn to live alone... live alone with myself... an individual myself... strong... confident... bold... enthusiastic... and cheerful... those lonely nights... nights without sleep... sleeps without dreams... dreams without colors... colors without brightness... told me the truth... the truth that i should start... start living life... a beautiful life... colorful life... yes... i should... to learn swimming... i should jump into a pool... yes... i am in a pool now... learning how to live... how to live a life... without you... without anybody... with confidence... with liveliness... with energy... i know... i know it is hard... harder than anything... but still... i should... so am i!!!

fivepointsomeone!!!

It is almost seven months after I started this blog... found many good things, interesting views, and different aspects of human emotions!!! I was tagged by aprilslady, a happy news... here, i am adapting (stealing ;-) her concept of fivepoints...

1. I am incredibly moody, unpredictably demanding, and yet cool, jovial, and caring... Sometimes, people around me feel like I am the oddest guy with stupidity personified... But, only a few could understand the reason (or beauty) in me being so!!!

2. I am one of those who prefer melody to bass, sensible movies rather than science fiction or mystery, and like to be in a small group rather than being in a large crowd and making noise... My rigid but meaningful (that's how i feel, at least) opinions makes my friends circle very small and limited...

3. My life partner should be a little patient, a little sensible, should love me a little, and accept me along with my stupidity... I have learned so many lessons already in searching for the same, but worth learning!!! After all, life is all about learning lessons from experiences and making things better ;-)

4. People often find it very hard to get along with me... But, once they are close enough, they do really enjoy my company... I am more interested in knowing few people in depth than knowing many people just for the sake... Small and beautiful is my policy in making friends... Hypocrisy, and back-stabbing is what i hate in people...

5. I would like to watch sunset sitting along the lake side or river banks than to go for a movie or a crazy party... I like lonely strolls amidst lovely scenery... I like to sleep cuddled in my rug in a cold night as well as roaming around during those chillingly cold nights... I love moonlight, coffee, sunset, candle-light dinner, photography, and romantic songs!!!

That's all in nutshell making myself a fivepointsomeone!!!

birds of different feather flocking together!!!

One of my dearest friends is getting married soon... Here is where I have seen the best wedding invitation that could be written in a most unconventional and romantic fashion... I have been always a fan to this guy called Purna widely known as chandoo, and he is crossing another important milestone in his life... I wish you a joyful and romantic married life Mr.Chandoo!!!