Thursday, June 29, 2006

is it easy to forget someone whom you loved most?

is it easy to forget someone whom you loved most? somehow, i feel the answer is relative!!(?)
at the first place, why do we love somebody? beauty? wealth?? lust??!! or something else??? again the answer is quite relative!! to start with the basic fact that man is a social animal, we always need some company of others.. nobody of us can shut all our doors (mentally) and live for long time.. there is a constant need of sharing thoughts, getting feedbacks, pass the time, to get help and give help...
well!! the underlying fact is that we are so dependent!! yeah.. we are!! we need somebody to tell that we are alright.. we need somebody to let our foolish thoughts vent off.. whenever we find somebody who can share our thoughts, or has some qualities similar to our own, or who can offer sometime to listen to our grievances, it is quite natural to develop some sort of inner closeness towards them.. exactly, the process starts here... as the days progress, the closeness grows to such an extent that we just can't stay without sharing our every trivial thing with the other one.. if the other person is of opposite sex, obviously the feeling of closeness will not take much time to get transformed into so called 'love'!!! of course, here, i am not talking about the love that exists between parents and children, or siblings..
once we are in love, there comes another jealous devil into picture.. namely 'possessiveness'. once it enters, we start expecting many things from the relation and that ultimately leads to problems.. slowly, there comes a stage where we no longer enjoy the relationship just because the other person might not meet the expectations!! the other person may start staying away, or even completely out of our life.. but still, we love them wholeheartedly!!!
it is a fact, whether we are ready to accept or not, that it is not at all possible to completely erase the feeling of love towards that particular person.. time may soothen the pain, but cannot completely cure the problem... we will miss them every moment..
someone can break your heart!!
but, you still love them with every broken piece!!!
that's love!!
so, friends!!! do you agree that it is not possible to forget someone whom you loved most??!!!

Thursday, June 22, 2006

what was i doing all these days?

it's almost 20 days after i have returned from home. what was i doing all these days? well.. i must confess that i have become very lazy these days... almost i did nothing progressive about my project. since my guide is away for around two weeks, i have safely neglected my duties and was relaxing myself... planning to do this and that everyday and failing to execute them has become my daily routine... of course, this is the case with many i suppose ;-)

but, in this drowsy and lethargic period, i have succeeded in completing one of the books on vocabulary building... it's always a good feeling when i finish doing something...

one more good and colourful thing i have done is that i have actively participated in the cultural night conducted in our department... imititated one of my professor as a part of the skit we performed on that day... sang a song too... "huzoor is kadar bhee na itaraake chaliye"... what a romantic song it is!!
my senior batch students have completed their degree and going out soon... our life at iisc would have been tougher if they didnt support us... so sad that they are not going to stay here anymore to guide us...

all of a sudden, my guide appeared in the department yesterday and was asking about my progress in project... i was dumb... of course, got some relaxations from him too... now, it's time for me to work seriously... one paradoxial thing is that i am still not clear about what i am going to do with my research work and whether it will be useful to somebody after sometime etc.. still, it is quite interesting to involve in some area of scientific research and scratching head to find solution for the problem defined...

"nucleation of silver nanoparticles in reverse micelles".. this is the title of my project... sounding quite fancy... and proving to be equally complex... i must wait for one more year to see how far i would achieve in this field!!!

Saturday, June 17, 2006

why are you crying mom?

A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry.. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly. I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart. I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly. And finally, I gave her a tear to shed. This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed." "You see my son," said God, "the beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides."

Thursday, June 15, 2006

freedom of joy...

Dance like there's nobody watching

Love like you'll never get hurt

Sing like there's nobody listening

Live like it's heaven on earth

And speak from the heart to be heard

Thursday, June 08, 2006

this is to show how to *iss... ;-)

i found this cartoon while browsing through some funny pictures.. it's so cute which reminds our childhood days!! isn't it??

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

If we hold on together...

Don't lose your way
When each passing day
You've come so far, don't throw it away
Live believing, dreams are for weaving
Wonders are waiting to start
Live your story
Faith, hope, and glory
Hold to the truth in your heart

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by for you and I

Souls and the wind must learn how to bend
Seek out a star, hold on to the end
Valley, mountain, there is a fountain
Washes our tears all away
Words are swaying, someone is praying
Please let us come home to stay

When we are out there in the dark
We'll dream about the sun
In the dark we'll feel the light
Warm our hearts, everyone

my nephew... in a girl's dress

Monday, June 05, 2006

short but sweet...

after a long gap of five months, i took ten days of vacation..
met my best friends.. recollected all sweet momories.. visited hyderabad.. to my luck, weather is good there without too much temperature.. visited my college.. wow, how nice the feeling is!!
very few have attended the reunion but whoever attended has enjoyed a lot.. nobody has talked about the past, everybody has talked about their future plannings and their present life.. it's really interesting to listen to all of them..
throughout my stay at home, i have had a good time with my nephew who is nine months old and so cute just like a farex baby..
and now, i am back at my institution.. feeling like i am in heaven.. so pleasant is the weather here.. institution is beautiful and green as ever.. gulmohar trees are in their full blossom though it is already june.. and finally, my semester results are announced and i got better result than what i have expected..
a happy ending for my short but sweet vacation... that too with a happier beginning of my second year of stay over here at iisc..